Ramlosa!

I´m sitting at Stockholm´s bus station now. This morning, I made a 1.5 hour bus ride up to the airport, where they denied me from boarding the flight without a passport, and then took a 1.5 hour bus ride back here again. Where I was just 6 hours ago. Now, I´m waiting for a bus back to Jonkoping and it´d be another 5 hour journey back home. I have wasted around 400sgd on the flights, bus tickets, and various expenses. I am tired, upset, hungry and thirsty and I need to pee. But I won´t waste money eating, drinking or peeing (2sgd for the tandas).

BUT, I will not be upset anymore and move on. I will NOT be grumpy at anyone, lose my cool, blame anyone (even the thief), count my losses and mope around when I get back.

I´m gonna think happy thoughts (mars bars, prata and yakun), think of valentines day, say a minute´s prayer of peace and breathe. When I get back, I will take a hot shower, change and go to roman´s costume party and have a helluva time.

Because if you´re in the business of ruining people´s days, you´re in the business of failing. Which idiot allows people to ruin their days?

I AM RISING ABOVE THIS SHIT.

heh. I am happy now :) I found an English bookstore and the 5 hour ride would allow me to devour the book I got and that makes me smile. The other night, I dreamt that I found an English bookshop in Jonkoping and there were English books all around me and I was ssoo happy I kept spinning around in the bookstore with my my arms flailing beside me and my eyes closed. Like a girl in love. heh.